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| User: | magickofangels (2872437) Desmoste Book of Shadows
The Sane Ramblings of a Lunatic |
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| Name: | Bijou | ||||||||||||
| Website: | myspace | ||||||||||||
| Location: | Stratford, Connecticut, United States | ||||||||||||
| Birthdate: | 1983-12-07 | ||||||||||||
| Bio: | I am on a quest, to know who and what I really and truly am. To better understand myself, my feelings, everything that is me. I can tell you a few things about me that I know for sure (well almost): I am bisexual because I believe love doesnt have a gender. That is a large part of my view on bisexuality. It irritates me when people think it is because I am confused. I know what I am and what I like. I know who I am and who I like. I am not afraid to try new things, although I can be a little shy at first until I get to know more about the situation. Edit 6/11/07:After much thought and consideration, I have come to the conclusion that describing myself as bisexual is not accurate but as close to my truth as I can get. I realise or at the very least honestly believe myself to be pansexual. Basic definition (to me)is this: a persons gender or sex isnt necessarily important. ~Wikipedias basic definition:Pansexuality is a sexual orientation, distinct from bisexuality and characterized by potential aesthetic attraction, romantic love and sexual desire for anybody, including those people who do not fit into the gender binary of male/female implied by bisexual attraction. If you care to understand it better google it or get a basic idea on wikipedia. If you dont like it then ignore me, ignore it. I dont want any lectures or anything such as that. Have a nice day. I am a feminist and I am a very sexual, sensual person. I believe being free sexually is part of being a liberated woman. To be truly liberated one must accept oneself entirely, even the darker side of yourself. Me being very sexual does not make me a whore or an easy piece of ass. My intimate relations are only with people I have known well for long periods of time. I have only been with 2 guys and maybe 3 girls. If I am not completely comfortable with you, its not happening. I just value my sexuality as a woman. Again I say; I am a feminist, and believe in equal rights for everyone, women, men, anyone of any race, religion, sexual preference, any walk of life. I have no inferiors or superiors, we are all equal. The sooner everyone realises and accepts that the better. I am a vampire/otherkin, I have known this since I was a child, or at least known that I was different. I have tasted blood, it is an acquired taste. I have also fed only on willing participants (who I am extremely close with) sexually and psychically. Actually it was more a sharing of energy and not me just taking. One must give of oneself in order to receive. I would never ask of another what I am not willing to do myself. That is how it should be. I know there are those who think I am delusional and living in a fantasy land. Guess what, dont waste my time or your time telling me. I dont give a damn. If you dont agree with my lifestyle then leave me alone. I respect those who respect me. Common curtisy is not a difficult accomplishment. I am a healer, I was born this way. I feel what others do, anothers pain becomes my own. I suppose that also makes me an empath/empathic (which ever is the correct word). I am going to be going to school for massage therapy, along with other alternative and natural forms of healing. I am interested in herbalism, acupuncture/pressure. aromatherapy, midwifery, doula, basically anything having to do with natural and older forms of healing and medicine. I have epilepsy and so from experience with doctors, I know that sometimes(as was my case)doctors dont listen. They think they know it all, and they view you as a disease and not a human being. They are taught not to become personal with their patients, but how do you truly heal someone if you dont know them and their personality. I want to heal, I want to connect, and make a real difference, make people feel that they are cared for and more than a disease to be treated. That is why I am interested in natural medicines and healing. I love to write. I usually write poetry, and sometimes short stories. I do intend on one day writing novels, probably fantasy/horror, maybe even occult related. I am interested in copywriting and freelance writing although I have yet to get started with that. I am still kind of unsure as to how to go about doing that. I am hoping to get started with that sometime soon. I am not very close with my biological family, I just have a hard time respecting people who want nothing to do with me until it is convient for them or they want or need something. This journal is full of ranting raving, whining, crying, etc. etc. so just get use to it or ignore this journal. Otherwise enjoy, advise, rant or rave right back at me. And when the world falls apart, should I just go with it . . . . . . . Or spread my wings and fly BASIC STATS brown hair (sometimes) hazel eyes 5ft. 7inches "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only at night." - Edgar Allan Poe I love kitties!!!!!!!!!!  Please someone join, I want and need members The Stratford Vampire Meetup Group
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| Memories:: | 6 entries | ||||||||||||
| Interests: | 150: absinthe, affection, air, alternative lifestyles, anais nin, anne rice, aromatherapy, art, astral projection, astrology, bdsm, beauty, being bitten, betty page, bisexuality, biting, black, blood, blood red, blue, body modification, breathing, burlesque, candles, caressing, cats, celtic, cemetaries, clove cigarettes, crusifixes, dancing, darkness, dawn, depression, dita von teese, diversity, dragons, drawing, dusk, earth, eccentricities, edgar allan poe, edgar cayce, erotica, faeries, fire flies, free thought, freelance writing, ghosts, goth, gothic comics, gothic lolita, h.p. lovecraft, healing, herbalism, historical garb, holistic healing, homeopathy, horror, hugs, incense, individuality, intimacy, japanese anime, jhonen vasquez, johnny the homicidal maniac, kissing, l.a. banks, lace, laurell k. hamilton, leather, leaves, leonardo da vinci, libraries, life, love, loyalty, lust, macabre, magick, marquis de sade, massage therapy, mirrormask, moon, moonlight, movies, music (all kinds), mutilation, mysteries, neil gaiman, night, nightmagick, nudity, oriental medicine, pain, pansexuality, parties, philosophy, piercing, pleasure, poetry, purple, rain, rainbow bright, rainbows, ravens, reading, reiki, relationships, respect, rosaries, roses, sadness, sadomasochism, sex, shadows, shakespeare, shiatsu, silence, silver, snakes, solitude, spiritual healing, storms, tantra, tattoos, tea, tears, the akashic records, the da vinci code, the occult, the renaissance, theatre, tibetan medicine, tiger lilies, tigers, touching, tragedy, truth, uniqueness, vampirism, vampyres, victorian era, water, werewolves, wind, women's health, womens rights, words, writing | ||||||||||||
| Schools: | Franklin Elementary School - Stratford, CT David Wooster Middle School - Stratford, CT (1996 - 1998) Stratford High School - Stratford, CT (1998 - 2002) | ||||||||||||
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| Mutual Friends: | 32: adam_adonai, alexseverin, antees, artofadornment, beloved_juno, beloved_lenore, bigtimetease, blindingedge, dark_goddess_76, elephantcities, erotiica, frolijah_fan, gogetazgtssj, greenseer, houseava, isi13, ladybites, lostdaemon, magickofangels, malcolmcrowe, redpolly, sa_har, sabelbaby13, shadomere, sir_bedwarmer, syeatanight, tamsynrose, tehruka, tornattheelbo, von_spookiness, woodelijah, xsweetangel75x | ||||||||||||
| Member of: | 22: 2_0_1_2, _massagetherapy, _scarlet_ink_, all_unwritten, badmindbad, bloodmoonherbs, ctpsystudygroup, cult_of_foamy, daughtersofeve, draculasfans, earth_hands, freelance_write, incendiaryfood, mondaysabitch, namastebookshop, naturalmed, pathoftheawoken, penpals, psychicworkshop, sensuous_talk, vaginapagina, vampyres | ||||||||||||
| Account type: | Plus Account | ||||||||||||
